To be quite honest I have given up. The first reason is I had family and friends in my corner last time my momma who at that time was the most important woman in my life and beside being my momma she was my best friend we would talk 4-5 and sometimes more each day and She died December 28 2015 of bone and breast and then 6 months later my 9 year old Daughter was killed by a drunk driver and I guess you can say that the only thing good that was going good for me is I met the most beautiful woman even better than what I ever dreamed but unfortunately she ran also because of my diagnosis well she left before I found out for certain that it was actually cancer and so since I found out I did let her know that it was cancer but we didn’t didnt talk about anything else so I suppose you could say that I haven’t cared but I care its just literally she was the only person that I have in my life I dont like people to honest and its not that I dont like them because I will help out anybody that is in need but what I dont like is 95% its all about me me me that’s all its about and it shouldn’t be that way and so instead of being by the negativity I stayed to myself and family since momma passed well she was the glue that held us together. And then I remember last time it would literally take everything out of me I mean id do the treatments on Tuesday and I didnt start feeling well enough and normal again until Monday so I honestly don’t think I have either the will or even the want to endure that again. But since I dont have anybody except me in my corner I mosf likely won’t be doing type of treatment
I would like you to speak to your doctor or the oncology social worker at your treatment facility about a cancer support group. If you are not comfortable with a group setting, please let them know you would like to speak with a mental health professional. One of the most common side-effects of cancer and its treatment is depression. You certainly have had very tragic things happen in your life, but you must not give up. Once you have completed treatment you will be able to assess your life with a clearer mind. Seeking the assistance of a mental health professional may save your life in many ways.
To be quite honest I have given up. The first reason is I had family and friends in my corner last time my momma who at that time was the most important woman in my life and beside being my momma she was my best friend we would talk 4-5 and sometimes more each day and She died December 28 2015 of bone and breast and then 6 months later my 9 year old Daughter was killed by a drunk driver and I guess you can say that the only thing good that was going good for me is I met the most beautiful woman even better than what I ever dreamed but unfortunately she ran also because of my diagnosis well she left before I found out for certain that it was actually cancer and so since I found out I did let her know that it was cancer but we didn’t didnt talk about anything else so I suppose you could say that I haven’t cared but I care its just literally she was the only person that I have in my life I dont like people to honest and its not that I dont like them because I will help out anybody that is in need but what I dont like is 95% its all about me me me that’s all its about and it shouldn’t be that way and so instead of being by the negativity I stayed to myself and family since momma passed well she was the glue that held us together. And then I remember last time it would literally take everything out of me I mean id do the treatments on Tuesday and I didnt start feeling well enough and normal again until Monday so I honestly don’t think I have either the will or even the want to endure that again. But since I dont have anybody except me in my corner I mosf likely won’t be doing type of treatment
Ray,
I would like you to speak to your doctor or the oncology social worker at your treatment facility about a cancer support group. If you are not comfortable with a group setting, please let them know you would like to speak with a mental health professional. One of the most common side-effects of cancer and its treatment is depression. You certainly have had very tragic things happen in your life, but you must not give up. Once you have completed treatment you will be able to assess your life with a clearer mind. Seeking the assistance of a mental health professional may save your life in many ways.